When Flynn, my husband of five years, told me he wanted a divorce, my world cracked open. He had been distant for weeks late nights, cold silences, snapping over little things. I begged him to talk to me, but all he said was, “I can’t do this anymore.” After he left, I found his old laptop, forgotten on a shelf. My hands shook as I opened it, desperate for answers.
That’s when I found the messages intimate, affectionate, signed “Love.” My heart raced as I read their plans to meet at a café Flynn and I used to visit every Friday. The next evening, I sat in my car outside the café, watching. Flynn arrived, looking lighter than I’d seen him in months. Then the door opened, and in walked Benji his best friend.
I froze as they embraced. The way Flynn looked at him full of warmth, of love told me everything. It wasn’t another woman. It was Benji. Later, when Flynn admitted the truth, his voice broke. “I didn’t know how to tell you, Nova. I didn’t want to hurt you. I just couldn’t keep living a lie.”
The pain was indescribable, but so was the strange clarity that followed. He hadn’t left because of me he had left to finally be himself. It still hurt. But as I let him go, I realized I was finding a new strength of my own. Flynn had left and in doing so, he set us both free.