On my 47th birthday, I set the table for three—just like I had every year since Karen walked out of my life. For two long years, her seat stayed heartbreakingly empty. No phone calls. No messages. Just a silence that slowly hardened into grief I carried daily.Every empty chair, every quiet evening, was a reminder of the daughter I once held so close.
Brad glanced at the extra plate. “This one’s for Karen?” he asked softly. I nodded, afraid my voice would crack if I spoke. As I blew out the candles, I made the same wish I’d whispered every birthday: to hold my daughter again. Just once, to feel her close.I clung to that wish like a lifeline, even when hope felt foolish.
That night, unable to sleep, I opened an old photo album buried in the closet. There she was—chubby cheeks smeared with applesauce, her tiny fingers wrapped around mine. She was my world. Still is. But maybe I lost her the day I left her father without telling her why. I thought I was shielding her. I see now—I wasn’t.My silence hurt her the way hers now hurts me.
The next morning, I stood across from Nigel, her father. He looked older, tired. “Karen moved to Canada,” he said, then handed me a birthday card she’d written a year ago. “I’m sorry, Mom. I miss you. I love you. Here’s my address.” My tears returned—but this time, they brought hope. I flew out the next day. When I reached her home, the door opened before I could knock. Karen stepped forward—and straight into my arms. No words needed. Just love. We were whole again.And in that moment, I knew I’d found my way back to her.